17.4.09
im f.king disappointed with myself.
like so what if mr lun becomes my tutor again
im worse off as compared to 2 years ago.
so wad's the big deal mr lun was once my conductor. he's still sooooo strict. no corrections, he is stricter now
im worse than a sec4 kid. perhaps jonathan, lihua or weizheng can play way better than me
he must be thinking to himself, she's worse off than my skyband kids.
im very very disappointed. i thought i could play )))))))):
i seriously don't know that i suck such badly when it comes to my part
i can't sub divide very well,
i can't tongue
i can't come in on time
every F on the score seems to be shouting FUCK at me
ff is like FUCK FUCK
FFF is FUCK 3
aiyo. im not going to join band again, never ever again
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hohohoho
im very thankful to those who cheered me up on msn
thank you very much shaun wu jun jie, loh zheng yi, and desmond koh kai shun
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