16.2.09
If being panic-stricken can kill, i would be dead by now.
I panicked the whole morning. The more i memorise, the more confused i get. damn you organic chem.
lesson learnt: never ever study 1 day before an organic chem test.
the adrenaline wore off aft chem test and i got supeerrrrrr sleeply. I got the sudden urge to take the green form and go home sleep. of cos i didn't.
integration sucks k? when i do integration, i realized my differentiation sucks.
n when i realized both my integration and differenatiation sucks, i panicked again.
it was only when i reached the band room, saw the familar faces there den i felt much better.
but this time round, adrenaline didnt wear off! We were super hyper throughout the 2 hrs!!! (:
I think this is the wonder of section mates... they calmed me down when i was on the verge of the tears. Just an insignificant action or words said would really matters alot.
I didnt regret going for trumpet-washing session today even though my uniform got real dirty after that.
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