9.4.08
i dunno why, i get very depressed aft going out with ang ren ytd. yes DEPRESSED. it was something is holding on to my heart, tied a knot around it, and made me feel very uncomfortable, very in fact. i wonder wad's wrong. and this mild depression continue until today. i was very moody throughout the whole day until band sectionals, my section cheered me up. cos we slept, we joked, we chit chat, we did everything under the world, except for sectional. k lah. sectional for 1 hr.
i wondered what was it that made me feel so depressed. it's coming back again
i am now looking very forward to tml movie marathon!!! watching secret, warlords, 200 pounds beauty, kung fu dunk, CJ7. i caught 3/5 movies before. think i am going to sleep tml in the hall. hahas. gonna be a camwhore tml!!!
everyone has their own limits, i am no exception either. once a joke is cracked too many times, i'll sick and tired of it. noe my limits k? i am approaching it. dun blame me if i explode someday somehow. but carry it too far, u guys are getting more and more overboard.
i am gonna throw in the towel. i am getting sick of this word called LOVE. it's making me mad, making lose focus in lectures, making me unable to concentrate during tutorials.
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