21.5.07
wakakaka, start of a brand new week. sec3 went for sec3 camp. omg. ms neo big big haversack reminds me of OBS, the bag which weighs more than 20 kg. i want to go camp lah, my last camp for this year was sec1 camp..
had english mass lecture today in the hall. janice yina alicia, and i were discussing about the " ah beng" cher, the one which has long long hair and sideburn... den i spotted one girl in 4e2 sleeping. and she was drooling. and i told janice abt it. we were laughing our heads off man!!
went swimming with xinrui, huiwen and yanluan jasmine sitting there looking at us. fun lah. played with a toddler. his daddy is handsome. hahas. swam for 2 hours?
currently reading shopaholic series. nice storybooks lah!!! borrowed 4 books at one go!!
alright, time to reflect on myself. how badly i did for mid years.both my class and level position dropped thrice, a very alarming rate. yes, i do feel very bad inside. i have been the top 2 class since i was p5. i didnt study for PSLE. yet i was almost on par with my bro and sis. since sec1 i have been doing well, for this sec4 results, it sucks like shit lah, although i may be tellin others, aiya, onli mid year, who cares. but deep in my heart it hurts like hell.. worse than critism from others.. Yes, i have been slacking for the past 2 weeks, and i am feeling damn guilty now. but i just cant be bothered to pick up a pen, cos i just lose the mometum to study.
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