10.5.07
RACHEL LIM woke me up with a call at 9.41am.
alright, when i was brushing my teeth this morning, the commitment i made during OBS came to my mind. the story goes when i was in OBS, we were doing jetty jump, to jump from the jetty to the sea. before that, we had to make a commitment before jumping into the sea. my commitment was. not to be so self centered. did i realli achieved my commitment. it may be insignificant to many, but it is a small commitment i made. to work towards the goal, place everyone before you. i think i failed to achieve that, didn't i?
it is just like a building a sandcastle. no matter how good the top may be, once the foundation is bad, the sandcastle would still topple. it is just like my character. character moulded would nvr change. no matter how hard i try to change, i am still who i am...
"emotions flow, don't supress ur emotions. it would make u even worse." -daniel,OBS instructor
i miss him, just miss him for no reason. he said that, yet he was able to supress his emotions.
alright, shall stop my OBS story.
i realli don't know how to spend the free time. not going to catch the movie with yingshan gang or crapper 6. had to go for meeting lah. crapper 6 ah crapper 6, it has been a long time since we catch up with one another. i want to go shopping lah!! shop shop shop!!! =)
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