hello&goodbye

27.3.07

i just can't disappear from blogsphere for long...
days are boring, with little enterainment in class.. except for free period, whereby we are mad. all the du yan tu and sex illness are coming out from our mouth. Had sky chat today with mr teoh, he told some of the girls about my sis and wad happened to my family during her Os. blah blah, it almost slipped off my mind until mr teoh mentioned it. he says my sister worked very hard, extremely hard for what she have today. Stop the comparison, i am who i am, different from her..Mr teoh added, don't worry about relationship. u will find someone better in the uni. I don't even know if i will make it to the uni or not.

U always say u are disappointed with us, have u ever spare a thought for our feeling. Seening ur beloved prefects being bullied, would u do something. what u did was to claim that u are busy and ignored the incident.mind u, the one who was bullied is me, xinrui and i were shocked at what u said. Aren't we disappointed at u?

stepping down soon, i hope. Mr teoh said that it is now the time to step down and he asked me when i am stepping down,i shook my head and he said he will talk to mr leong about our stepping down date.

about friday incident, it is not brought to a closure yet. It just remain there, stagment. I have nothing to comment about it now, after reading so many cuckoo berts blog. Just feel that, it's part of growing up, with the responsiblity that we have to carry on the way of growing.

changed my blog song, HERO. this is dedicated to everyone who is reading this now. U are a hero in every other way!!!
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Lord knowsDreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyoneTear them away
Hold onThere will be tomorrowIn time
You'll find the way
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

I just find it hard to put my feelings into words

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