6.2.07
so wad now? i knew things wun work out in the end, others are not bothering about it, wad should i be bothered about it?
why should i be the onli one who is so worried for the juniors when they dun have shoes?
why should i be the onli one who is practically calling and smsing everyone in UGs in my handphone contact list?
why should i be the onli one thanking those who replied my sms or call about the shoes issue even though i am not the one wearing it?
why should i be bothered? why should i care? i should have been the heartless one tt everyone is.. why can't i resemble them? why can't i just withdraw out from this matter? it doesn't concern me anymore.. sec4s are being treated as if transparent in the band, why should i continue to be so concern? let me be transparent as wad i am being treated..
ppl would take things for granted, why should i continue to help out when i noe tt things will go this way? why am i self inflicting pain?
sorri, i am on the verge of tears,
i am now facing the biggest ordeal in my 16years of life, Os lvl why am i still troubling myself with minor stuff tt dun do good to my results in O? why should i care? i could have burried myself in piles of books or piles of hw, better still ,sleep .. why am i bringing suffering to myself, helping out in things that made me even more terrible..
i just teared
thx Ee hwan, Yina, Ying Shan, Zoe Toh, Meiting, Peijie and Alicia for helpiing me out either by trying to lend me the shoes or helping me to polish the shoes. U guys are great! and i mean it =)
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