15.2.07
It's depressing. when u can't find the energy to keep moving on in life.
even the best joke on earth can't make you laugh.
i lost myself? i felt tied down. I felt desperate for hope. gasping for a breathing space.
why? why? why? why does the sec4 have no living space.
i lost the fuel to carry on with life, though the fire is still there
i often ponder, why am i still living in such a world?
i noe i sound demoralised, i sound depressed. but can't that be helped?
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