21.2.07
A brand new day, a brand-new start. I used to embrace the day with a cheerful, positive spirit. I used to think that what awaits me is just, wow!! Since when, I changed that thinking. I do not look forward to school anymore. I am like a walking zombie? Lost, I lost my fighting spirit.
I don’t know what I want to be. Medical sciences? Should I drop physics? Should I continue with physics? I am lost. Dropping subjects is now a hot topic in my class. O level registration tomorrow. What should I do?
Physics is a big headache now. Though I got 40/50 for common test, but there’s no point scoring so well for seng kang common test and don’t know a single tiny bit of O level standard? I am frightened. Many of my seniors did not get an A for physics. How? The subject I am most confident in chemistry and Biology.
God, pls give me some guidance.
I know I sound very depressed in this post, and I am indeed very sad now. But how?More and more a-math homework coming. Teachers getting disappointed. I think I can just go die and end this suffering.
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