2.1.07
I wonder, I ponder
brand new yr,brand new start, yet i am stuck here being so depressed...
I always want to get into good school, get good grades.. Getting into a JC is what i always want. but, am i realli able to do it? Os this yr, yet i am slacking like mad.. i dunno wat this yr may bring, all i hope is to do well, have fun..
I realized, as time goes by, human get more and more greedy... they wanted more things, be it fame or wealth... coincidencly, i am a human... getting good grades is not enough, i wanted authority... getting authority is not enough.. i wanted more.. what's wrong with me? I dun believe in new year resolutions anymore, they didn'tcome true anyway... making new year resolutions is just for the sake of making new yr resolutions.. come on... someone mentioned mircales some time back.. and i said, i dun believe in mircales... is the real life being too hash on me that i dun believe in anything except me and myself? oh well, onli me myself can be rely on.. this is getting no way.. i can used to be excitied about going to camp, going overseas, or purely going out.. but dunno why, i seemed lethargic going to camp.. the ending is not important, the process is one which matter the most... i realized, i treasure none.. what's turing out of me?
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