19.11.06
it's one of those nights again..
i feel odd...i couldn't get to sleep despite on the bed for 1 hr?
i feel that my heart is tearing up,my whole brain is in a mess... i dun feel good, seriously i feel out of place... should i be here doing all those things? it seems a routine to me, a routine which i make no sense out of it.
and poh lihua is horny now, she asking me things that make no sense either... and i am talking cock with her now!!!
my life make no sense now, i'm so sorry.
perhaps i am those kinda of ppl who need to be busy busy busy with life, then i will have no time to think abt problems in my life, politcs everywhere
02:16
