15.11.06
It is that deception, that I may have long forgotten, this deception caused by a person I had so much affection for,I felt it as a betrayal, this deception that is still in me today. This profound deception has marked all my life, like a wound that's still bleeding and is wide open. It hurts me reel bad even today, especially since I don't consciously relate to this painful past. And so there is a great bitterness that lays in me and invades my spirit.
This ancient pain, not healed, is like a deadly poison much more serious than one can imagine, a deadly poison that paralyzes me and annihilates my faculties against difficulties.
10:17
