Some people are destined to be alone. Do you believe in that?
I do.It's human nature for people to be unsatisfied.
When you have something in your hands, you want more, to fill up your other hand, just that you concentrate so much on it until you lose the stuff that you originally had. I'm guilty of it. And in the end, i end up with nothing. Cos i deserve it thoroughly.
And i watch the world move along, seeing others happy, see smiles on everyone's face, when i know that i'll never have it and i don't deserve it at all. It sometimes in the character. The events that mould you into the person you are now, continue influencing you for the rest of your life, until you know that path which you're gonna take, even though you may be halfway through your life only. You say try to change it?
Trying is one thing, being optimistic is one thing. But when the truth stares you in the face, as a result of you being who you are, there's nothing you can do about it. Except maybe die and be reincarnated as someone else.
I am who i am. And i live with it.Being forced to step on a land mine. I know it'll explode, and kill me, but yet i have to step on it. Cos I'm being pushed from behind. I just have to. And when it does, perhaps it'll be for the good of me, and everyone else around me.