25.7.06
“Your badge reflects integrity.”
Someone said that to me when I did something wrong. I admitted to it and I never deny it. I did my best to be a chairman when I was sec1 prefect in sec2, and now a head councilor.
“Stand up for what’s is right.” “ Do what u feel is right” “ don’t be afraid of them”
W SLOGGED OUR LIVES FOR THE SCHOOL. WE WORKED OUR GUTS OUT FOR THE SCHOOL. WE STAYED UP LATE TO RUSH PROPOSALS. WE STAYED BACK IN SCHOOL TILL 7 PLUS TO HAVE MEETING. WE SACRIFICED OUR TIME WITH FRIENDS FOR COUNCIL. WE OFFENDED PEOPLE FOR COUNCIL. WE DID EVERYTHING FOR COUNCIL, FOR SCHOOL FOR TEACHERS.
What we get back in the end was rubbish. We get criticism from students, from peers. The pressure we having now is intolerant. The burden we are carrying in no small thing. The responsibility we are holding on too is too heavy for us.
We are normal human beings. We do get fed up, we do get tired, and we do get upset. But we cannot show it out like normal human beings in school. We have to take in everything. We exploded everything at home, in front of our close friends. We can’t show everything out, just because we are head councilors, we are council members and we are no longer the normal people u see. (I dun mean I am dead.) We want to give up everything, but we can’t. We want to do whatever we want. But we just cannot. Just because of the fact that, we are from the council.
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