6.7.06
the time now is 10.56. just reach home an hour ago. had a damn band day. band perforamce was bad. i am going to have bio test tml. but i dun have the mood to study. cos i am still thinking of wat happened todae. everyone has it limits. i do too. i explode todae in band.
those non band members may be curious wat the heck is going on. wat happened was bad. i felt ashamed to say out here.. i just post a post in the band blog. i am so damn bloody freaked out. not onli the teachers take us for granted, the juniors too. wat is the meaning of this? senior have to do things for u guys, whereby u guys enjoy air con in the music room! seniors have to take care of ur toliets trips, seniors have to spare a thought for u guys for watever we do, including taking photos. our teachers, too dependent on leaders. they scold the leaders, they blamed the leaders, they take us for their venting machiine. normal sch day is stress, yet u guys add to our stress. u called us self-centred when the sec3 wanted to take pics. we just wan memories. maybe this will be our last public performace. we just wan to rmb the bonds sec3 have. u said we left the juniors out. u say we dun mix with juniors. i hate u for saying tt. cos i dun like the way u showed us attitude. u told us u love band kids foreva. but ur actions seem the opposite. when they complain to u abt the water having ants and strange taste, u told us U WAN TO DRINK U DRINK, U DUN WAN TO DRINK, THEN DUN DRINK. DUN COMPLAIN. is this the way u love band kids??? u scoled me for three days... straight. i was blamed for the things i nvr do and he took the credit. is this the way u love us? iis this the correct way to treat us??
i am nvr commited to band aft this incident. this is worse than the student council.
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