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SMART KID IN SUPER SCHOOL!
SMART KID IN SUPER SCHOOL.
tt is the sch values. for the A in the smart. it means Appreciative. Always appreciate wat others do for u. but the thing is, we often take things and people for granted. it happened to me twice todae. ppls take me for granted. once is my teacher, secondly is my parents. mdm yeo- she take me for granted. she take leaders for granted. she is so damn fake lor! ass!! cannot stand it. wanted to cry a few times todae during stockcheck, but i cannot. no tears wanna come out. maybe my nerve is not working anymore. to numb to feel anything now. perhaps, the world changed it. it changed me to be a stronger person. yuppies. stronger. i am not the one who is in the sec2 camp this year.the student leader who cried like shit in front of the campers. and the campers have to comfort me when i am older than them!! but ppl do get fucked off. and i was for twice. literally fucked off. when things dun go well, acoording to plans or wat i wan. for my parents. they need to be send back to sch for character developing. skss is a good choice. it mould and develop my character. my parents dun noe how to appreciate me. they take me for granted. dun wish to say more. too personal for me to post here. all i noe is. they need to go back to sch for character developing, the best is under ms neo.!!
get stress up easliy these few days. cannot sleep deep and tight. been a light sleeper these few days. omg!! how?? cannot get enough sleep. think is cos of the stress. haiz. u are my tui dong li, u are my emotional support. but i just give up too easily. not enough determination. tt's me.
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