29.7.06
i dunno why, i have been feeling lousy these few weeks..
i keep having a feeling that i lost everything in my life... i am a loser, a sore one.
i had this feeling since i stepped up. I dunno why this is so. i wonder if the other famous 5 have the same feeling or not.
I lost everything,my friends, my family, my loved ones, my life, my studies, my interests.
Or this is not true, i lost nothin at all? or issit the gain i have is tooo small for me to discover?
I nvr used to feel like this before. it is the life i am having now changed me?
Good luck to soul for superband... Jiayous for ishi~~
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