31.7.06
haiz... i felt so out of place. even if i tell him how i feel, i exposed my realself to him ytd, nothin is done to change. Or am i realli thinking too much? i dunno, i seriously dunno. and for now, i dun care.
todae was like so sian to me.. not enough sleep, thinking of all the problems i faced, so on and fore..sometimes i realli envy those carefree ppl...sometimes i dun wan to think too much, but i just cannot control myself.
life is bored during interview todae. completed a large cohort of people. I was bored, i wrote ur name on the papers, angela saw it when she took my paper..lols..maybe i am thinking too much le...
give me 1 day to cool me down, let me be clear of what i wanna do, wanna be and my future ahead. perhaps, for present, i just wanna work hard for end of yr, next yr o level, go a good jc preferably victoria jc and go to uni, get a good course den get a good job and so on..life is this boring..
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