28.4.06
haiz... within 1 hr i came to blog the second time... just went to read angela blog... abt the sec2 camp..tt happened 1 mth plus ago... not the first time reading it... bu dunno why... tears just dropped.... think i am too stress... realli stress... i miss the days we had in the camp,whereby we are so relax... and the onli time tt is stress is during ms neo de-breif and some other time... dun wish to mention here... but the days we had were good... i have grow from the camp... to a totally different person...
thinking abt things that happened for the past months and things tt are going on...i began to ponder... if i have made the right choice... going for the election... going to e1... taking 3 sciences... taking a-math... going against my mum's will...causes and effects... tt is wat ss taught me... i am experiencing the effects... unable to concentrate well on studies... well.. no doubt... i put in extra efforts in my studies liao... some are improving... some are just not...we complain abt the teachers no good... but have we think of... did we put in the effort to learn?
exams...exams...exams... are we learning for ourselves or just for exams??? i got no ans to the question... i seriously got no ans... people say i am pro...can mulitpy task..but not for now... i just wan to concentrate on my studies for period... S.C... let me off for 3 weeks... just 3 weeks for my exams... band... if i have to sacrafice u for s.c... i will not.... i will acheve a balance between s.c and band... desmond and gang... i will not let u down...
I AM TIRED, REALLI TIRED... I MISS THE DAYS WIF U... BUT THE DAYS ARE GONE...
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