2.4.06
Camp mood
i just read my junoir blog...one part was abt the sec2 camp...haiz... i tried not to think abt the camp anymore liao... but memories just keep coming...1 mth had passed... but i still miss the camp...well.. intially i hate the sec2 alot... cos my impression of them are very bad... but aft the camp... everything had changed...can i recap everything tt happened from 10march to 13march?
day 1 was crap...everything was in a mess...campfire prep was... nitewalk was fun... i walk alone and i begin to see some teamwork in the grp members when during the walk... they look aft one another which i told them to... de-breif at nite till 1plus...learning belaying in MPH... kind of funny...
Day 2... CRC... wau lau eh... belaying is nvr fun... hands got blisters..den henrick came along wif plasters for the SLS... lol... ppls giving some encouragment for others...good job done... my hand begin to ache aft the 4 climber...i feel like giving up...but second thought to it..should i realli give up...if i do...den wat abt the campers? i hang on to it and completed the whole grp!!! strong will... den i tried climbing and i shouted like hell like tt... fun...whole t-shirt become very dirty... firdhaus ask me...wat happened to u?second part of the day was low elements and rock wall..jenna took my grp for low elements and it was fun... half way through low elements... the instructors at rock wall called wei jie and i to be back... we belayed for 3++hrs... tiring... but fun... blisters begin to pain lot... but i tahan to it...NITE is fun.... we did our mass dance... THE NEW AGE GIRL... ang ren and i partner and we were so shy...den go on wif the campfire prep... i told my grp members to sleep early tonite and rest well...den they said" WHY U EVERYDAY ASK US TO SLEEP EARLY?" they dun understand the purpose of it... nvm...de-brief was short..eddie asked us 5 questions for us to ponder abt... i began to think abt the break camp and i told shan tt i will miss the camp very much
Day 3...canoeing... wa...i saw the co-operation in my grp... my boys helping the gals to carry canoes... which other grp nvr do... felt so contented... den we canoe... we stand on our canoes... wa...den i bath in open shower in boys toliet... and my nose bled... den it was flying fox... bad part of day 3... TT STUPID TALIP was such an asshole... i dun wish to mention wat happened... but den nell comforted me and i felt better.... hui qing and wei jie and jumaneed were there to comfort me as well... haiz....Campfire nite is here...before tt.... the 4 sls chated wif nell and cyril... we known each other better...campfire nite was fun... yet touching... i cried alot... then my campers shouted " FAT CHIO BU!! DUN CRY LIAO!" i influence the others and they started crying...durong de-brief... i say my piece... and cried.... de-brief was....it ended around 3.30am... den i bathed and chat wif nell till 4plus... and i went to bunk and sleep...my heart was crying den...
Day 4... no one was in the mood...area cleaning was so nothin to do....we thx all the instructors which took our grp but nell left liao... aft area cleaining...we did our cheers again...suddenly they played the sad sad songs again... omg... i hugged the wall and say wau lau... wan to make me cry again ah... my campers laugh... day 4...was the worst... i cried the most.... they say i am emotional... i influence some SLS to cry... haha...first time see wei jie cry...campers crying... instructors crying.... sad sad case...eddie hugged me and ask me not to cry...but he cried himself...i shouted at him" u asked me not to cry but u cry urself! wat is tis?"he laugh... wei jie racheal jumaneen cyril and i hugged together and cry... and we thx the grp for giving us such a wonderful camp... took photos and played outside the camp while waiting for the bus... cried a little on bus... and stopped aft tt... my heart is bleding inside....
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