26.3.06
Feeling lousy now
So many things happening at now... first for my studies... my report books was so ... i had 3 underlined results... 2 chem tests and 1 e-math test...looking at my common test results... i managed to pass all the subjects except e-math and a-math... all failed by just a few marks...sad? I'm happy wif my chem...from failing non stop to passing wif an A2.... but my mum dun agree wif me.. she thinks tt passing all the subejcts wif B3 is the min... my sis think so too.... secondly for my CCA band... what caused tis to happen? Conductors leaving... band members not united... fighting among themselves... everyone seemed to forget
1 BAND 1 SOUND. Ppls getting angry wif one another for not getting a post... i am just standing there, unable to help at all... thirdly... for student council... my mum wan me to quit.... she thinks that i am too involved in s.c...all because of tt mr quek...complained that
band and student council are the 2 contributing factors which caused jia yi unable to perform well in her studies... but do anyone understand how i am feeling now? student council is my passion... if u wan me to give up my passion... den i got nothing to say... ms fanny ng... suggested that if i realli cannot cope... den i might haveto give up... she did not force me...mr ng is a teacher who supported me... he think that i should not quit...next, is for my friends... i think i am neglecting them in someways... lastly is my student leader post...
i am often in delimma to choose between student council, sports leader or band... cos sometimes these things clashed together in 1 way or the other... i will choose sports leader first, den band den s.c.... sorry des... i placed band 2nd...
if life can start all over again, i will not have make tis step....
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